I was around 25 years old at that time. I had a lean figure, was mentally weak and was facing financial crisis in life. It was the time when society and everyone around me were continuously attacking me. My business had failed tremendously, I was under huge loan, there was scarcity of food in my house, we had reached to that level of poverty where we were forced to wear torn clothes and almost everything of my house was kept on mortgage. I didn’t have the physical strength to relocate to some other location and start my new business. All my acquaintances had shut their doors for me and I was fed up of daily quarrels at my home. These daily quarrels made me even more weak mentally.
No matter what task I took in my hand, I faced failure in it. Everyone started to think that I was lazy and useless. Society didn’t give me anything apart from curses, harsh words and demoralization in life. I was fed up of listening to these words daily. I used to pray to God to take away my life instead of showing me such bad days. I was even tormented by the fact that my own family started to think that I was useless.
And finally, one day my patience deserted me and I started to think about committing suicide. I knew I was left with no other alternative in life. One day, I finally left the home leaving a letter that I am going to end my life and no one should come to search me. There was a river some 15 kms away from my home. I quietly left the letter in the wardrobe and walked towards the river. I went to a lonely location and jumped into the river.
However to my dismay, I didn’t drown in the river. When I gained consciousness, I found myself lying on a lonely river bank. I felt so frustrated with my fortune that it cheated me here too. I looked around the bank and found a small hut which was mostly covered by trees. I walked towards that hut and found a sage into deep mediation. I walked further towards him. He opened his eyes and said to me, “Come my child! Don’t be afraid. I know everything about you. I also know that how much you have been tormented by this society. You must stay here with me for some time.” Listening to his kind words, I started crying and felled into his feet.
I agreed to stay with him as I didn’t have any other alternative at that time. I stayed with the sage for next 10-15 days and served him whole heartedly. I used to wake up earlier than him, used to arrange for his daily needs, then I used to go to jungle to bring some dried sticks to cook food for him and used to sleep only after the sage has slept.
He was extremely happy with my service. I didn’t have any problem staying with the sage, however I used to get sad whenever I thought about my family. The sage came to know about my situation and one day he called me and said, “I know you are worried about your family. It is also the right time for you to go back to your family. However, before that, I am giving you a secret Sadhana using which you will able to prove your worth to this society. You will be able to silence your criticizers by the grace of this Sadhana and also you will be able to stand tall against this society who forced you to commit suicide. You should get up early tomorrow and perform this Sadhana under my guidance.”
The next day, I performed the Sadhana during Brahma Muhurt, under his guidance. And it is due to this Sadhana that I am living a highly satisfied life now. This Sadhana is related to Goddess Matangi. She is the mother Goddess who removes all sorts of pains and poverty from the life of Her devotees and bestows all the worldly pleasures on them. This Sadhana is called Hridayangam Matangi Sadhana. Goddess Matangi resides in the heart of such sadhak and bestows all the worldly pleasures on him.
As Goddess Matangi is among one of the Dasha MahaVidhyas, appeasing Her brings both materialistic pleasures and nirvana in the life of the sadhak. Her Sadhana is considered as one of the best Sadhanas. A person who has successfully performed this Sadhana gets the benefits like good health, wealth and mental peace in life. And my life is full of bliss just because of this Sadhana. This is one such Sadhana which can transform the life of a person in one day itself.
Sadhana Procedure:
Take a bath early in the morning and get into fresh yellow clothes. Sit on a yellow mat facing North; take a wooden plank and cover it too with a yellow cloth. Now place a picture of Gurudev and worship Him with vermillion, rice grains, flower etc. Light an incense stick and a ghee lamp.
Now take a copper plate and place it before Gurudev’s picture. Place Hridayangam Matangi Yantra on this plate and worship it too with water, rice grains, vermillion, flowers etc. Now put Matangi Gutika below your mat and chant one round of Guru Mantra and seek His divine blessing for success in Sadhana. Now pray to the Goddess for gaining success in the Sadhana. Next chant the below mantra for 25 minutes with the Hridayangam Matangi rosary.
Drop all the Sadhana articles in a river or pond after completing the Sadhana procedure. This completes the Sadhana procedure. A person starts to see the positive results of this Sadhana within two to three months. You will see a major transformation in your physique, your health and your wealth within this short duration of time.
I am giving you a secret Sadhana using which you will able to prove your worth to this society. You will be able to silence your criticizers by the grace of this Sadhana and also you will be able to stand tall against this society who forced you to commit suicide.
It is mandatory to obtain Guru Diksha from Revered Gurudev before performing any Sadhana or taking any other Diksha. Please contact Kailash Siddhashram, Jodhpur through Email , Whatsapp, Phone or Submit Request to obtain consecrated-energized and mantra-sanctified Sadhana material and further guidance,