Anin Bare Hiyara Jare Bhaye Kaleja Ched
Fire is burning around me and it appears as if my complete body is being burnt and my heart has been pierced at multiple places. Each hole in my heart reminds me about you. How can I sleep in such a situation? I have been hurt in a very bad way and it has left my heart pierced.
Jo Koi Virahi Naam Ke,
Tinko Kaise Neend,
Shastar Laga Neha Ka,
Gaya Hiye Ko Bindh
My favorites are the arrows which pierced my heart…..all the parts of my body have been broken waiting for you. Now no one can fix my body, only you can revive me and my body again.
Piva Mero Shabdi Ban Hai,
Anga Anga Daare Tod,
Prem Khet Ghayal Gire,
Taanka Lage Na Jord.
Now I don’t want to spend my life in any other way because I want to spend my whole life by the means of the arrow which pierced my heart. What can I say, this story can’t be narrated, I have waited a lot in my life….
Aankhkhidiyaan Jhaani Padi,
Panth Nihari Nihari,
Jeebhralyaa Chaalaa Parya,
Raam Pukari Pukari.
Blisters have grown on my tongue, I have taken your name millions of time and now my complete tongue is covered with blisters. I am even unable to speak now. Now only one thing is remaining…..
Is Tan Ka Deeva Karun
Baati Melun Jeebh,
Lohi Na Seenchun Tel Jyon
Kab Mukh Dekhun Piva.
Now I will convert my body into a lamp and my soul as the wick of the lamp. I will burn my blood as oil in that lamp…and I will wait for my lover….just to see you again. Even if I am able to see you at the last moment of my life, I will be able to attain my goal. I am hopeful in life, I have full faith in you that one day you will definitely come back to me….I am sure that one day I will be able to complete my journey.
Nainan To Jhari Laagiya Rahat Bahe Dis
Baar, Papiha Jyu Piu Piu Ratun,
Piya Milan Ki Aas.
I keep on chanting the word lover-lover in each and every moment of my life just because I hope to meet him one day. I don’t know anything apart than this and neither do I wish to speak out any other word in my life. No other word utter out from my mouth but the word lover. I am sure I will be able to travel across this tough path in my life. How crazy are these people?
They think that I am sick and seek the advice of doctor…what will he understand? How will he be able to understand my problem?
Kabira Vaidh Bulaaiyaa, Pakad Ke Dekhi Baanh.
Vaidh Na Jaane Vaidhagi, Karak Kaleje Maanhi.
The doctor don’t know his profession very well, he doesn’t know how to heal a person because my sickness is not related to some part of my body. These are the internal wounds of my heart and no medicine can heal these wounds. How will he be even able to understand my case?
And I am living without my lover in a way similar to fish without water. It appears as if death can come to me at any moment and I will die. I am waiting for the death in each and every moment of my life…..I don’t have any support in my life, I have either the hope of death or the support of loneliness. I won’t have any regret if death comes to me because I will be free to meet you after death.
Neer Binu Meen Dukhi,
Ksheer Binu Shishu Jaise.
Peer Jake Aushadh Binu,
Kaise Rahyo Jaat Hai.
One who has pain in her heart, how can she be cured by means of medicines. How can be healed? What is the use of those medicines? I know that my pain is completely different and medicines can’t give me any comfort. I can’t tell my problems to these people and neither to my family members.
Chaatak Jyun Swaati Boond,
Chandra Ko Chakor Jaise,
Chandan Ki Chaaha Kari, Sarp Akulaat Hai.
Nirdhan Jyun Dhan Chaahe,
Kaamini Piyu Ko Chaahe,
Aisi Jaaki Chaaha,
Taako Kachu Na Suhaat Hai.
Prem Ko Prabhaava Aiso,
Prem Tahaan Neha Kaiso,
Sundar Kahat Yaha, Prem Ki Hi Baat Hai.
And where there is love, there can’t be any meeting? Where there is love, there can’t be sadness? It is the custom of love to live a life full of anxiety. This is the path on which one has to walk on a sword. Feet definitely gets injured but only that person can attain love who is ready to injure the feet. Those who travel on this path, they definitely have to face danger….I don’t regret it even for a single moment in my life. I will definitely meet my lover one day and I will get ready for him, I will try to entertain him, I will sing for him, I will dance for him, I will do whatever is needed to please him. To make him happy is the sole aim of my life. I don’t know any other means, I don’t know any other sort of Bhakti, I don’t know any Sadhana….and I even don’t wish to learn any Sadhana. I have taken up this challenge and I know this art. The day I put my first step on this path, I understood that this path is full of troubles and challenges. People will say something about me, which means that I have some existence. Else, I would be living a meaningless life, what would be the importance of such a life? There would be no pleasure, there would be no joy in such a life.
And when death will be standing next to me, at that time, when I will evaluate my life, then what would be left with me at that time? If I didn’t love someone in my life, then what would be the meaning of my life? If I didn’t put my health at risk, then what is the meaning of such a life? My life is such that I can’t even imagine to live without my lover even for a single second.
Marag Jove Virhini,
Chitave Piya Ki Ore.
Sundar Jiyare Jahak Nahin,
Kala Na Parat Nisa Bhoor.
She has fixed her gaze in the direction from which her lover will be approaching. Days, months and years got passed, yet her wait never completes. She continue to wait, there is no peace in her heart, there is image of no other person in her eyes, no other thought but that of her lover who exists in her mind. She doesn’t need any other thought in life. She has been left all alone, she is struggling in her life, she finds it difficult to even spend one night alone, then how will she be able to spend the complete life just like this. Still, she consoles herself and convinces her mind that she will be able to live her complete life just like that.
Durbhar Rahin Bihaaye Akeli Sejari,
Jinke Sang Na Piv Virhini Sejari
The bed has been decorated, yet it will be extremely difficult to spend the night lying on this bed. If such a lone night comes and passes by, she still doesn’t have any complain regarding it, however –
Sundar Virhin Mari Rahi,
Kahun Na Pihaye Jeeva.
Amritpaan Karaike,
Pheri Jivaave Peeva.
Now who will tell him that she is dying there without you, who will convince him that how difficult it is for her to live all alone, who will reduce her pain? Only the lover can bring elixir to her, only he can bring back life into her, only he can bring fragrant breeze in her life, then only spring will come in her life…and all this will happen only if the lover comes to meet her, only if he stays for at least a few moments near to her.
Birhaa Dukhdaayi Lagyo,
Maare Aintha Marori.
Sundar Virahin Kyon Jiye,
Jaba Tana Liyo Nichori.
This separation is extremely painful because it finishes the life by squeezing the body. Now how can this body remain alive? How can it breathe now? It has squeezed my complete body and has turned it into mere skeleton. My eyes have sunk waiting continuously for my lover…and only wait is left in my life.
Sundar Birhin AdhJari, Dukh Kahe Mukh
Roi, Jari Bari Ke Bhasm Hui,
Dhuan Nikase Koi.
And this fire is something different, you get burnt by this fire, yet no fume is produced. If someone gets burnt in woods, then people can realize that the body is burning. However, in this case complete body gets burnt without producing any ashes. I can’t even share this pain with anyone else.
Sab Koi Raliya Kare, Aayo Saras Basant,
Sundar Birhin Anamani, Jaake Ghar Nahi Kansa.
When the lover is not there at home, then what is the significance of spring in my life. What is the importance of this palace? What is the importance of this building? Everything is useless if the lover is not at home, if I have not been able to meet him. Its just that I get a gut feeling that I am very near to my goal, that I am very soon going to attain my goal in life.
Sundar Bigse Virhini, Mana Me Bhayo Uchhaha,
Phool Bichaaun Seja Ki, Aaj Padhaare Naah.
It appears as if you are going to meet me today and due to this reason only I am decorating the bed with flowers. I am not able to control this pain of separation any more. I can feel you approaching and my body has filled with joy.
Piu Mera Ati Laadla,
Roop Bahut Tujh Maahin,
Tujhko Raakhun Nayan Me,
Palak Udhaarun Nahi.
You are very dear to me, you are very beautiful. I want to keep you within my eyes and close it forever as I don’t want your image to go out of my vision even for a single second. Even the thought of living without you is very painful.
Literally, one has to become a lover to attain God in life. A disciple, sadhak or a devotee can attain Guru and God only be means of love. Then only one can attain Guru, then only one can get amalgamated into Guru. When the disciple considers himself as lover, when there is a joy in the heart, then by means of this joy, this pain, the disciple is able to amalgamate in the Guru. I bless you all that may you be able to attain this separation, this pain in your life, may you be able to understand love in true form, my you be able to experience love in the purest form.
SadGurudev Shri Kailash ChandrShrimali
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