However, right now I have noting but your remembrance left with me. After all who am I? I am just your servant. You are everything to me. What else do you expect from me? I want to meet you and then I will surrender myself before you. You wish this and even I wish the same the moment you will meet me, I will completely surrender myself before you. It has become your habit to trouble me. Neither you send me any letter nor do you come to meet me.
Koi Kahiye Re Prabhu Aavan Ki,
Aavan Ki Mana Bhavaan Ki,
Aap Na Aave Likha Nahi Bheje,
Baan Padi Lalachaavana Ki.
Why have you become so hard hearted, neither do you come nor do you send any message to me.
Ye Do Nayan Kaho Nahi Mane,
Nadiyan Bahe Jaise Saavan Ki.
I will some how console my body but my eyes don’t listen to me, they are not in my control. No matter how much I try to console them, they don’t listen to me. Tears continuously flow out of my eyes as if rivers remain flooded during rainy season. It is out of my control to convince these eyes, now only you can come and convince them to stop over flowing like a river of rainy season.
Ka Karun Kachu Basa Nahi Mero,
Paankha Nahi Uda Jaavan Ki,
Mira Kahe Prabhu Kaba Re Miloge,
Cheri Bhai Tere Daaman Ki.
I am your servant. I am living this life just for you. I don’t have any other goal in life. I just have one single goal and that is to attain you at any cost, and once am able to successfully attain my goal, I will tell this entire world that I have attained that goal which I had set in my life.
However, if my life remain just like this only, if you want to remain away from me, then also I am fine with it and I will spend my entire life being away from you.
Sooni Seja Vyadhaa Kahun Kaasun,
Abalaa Dhare Na Dheer,
Daadur Mor Papeeha Bole,
Jyon Laagat Tana Teer.
The moment the common hawk cuckoo speaks out, it appears as if arrows are piercing my heart, it appears as if my body is getting pierced by arrows because this bird speaks out Piva-Piva (meaning lover) and this word makes my life troublesome and then due to jealousy I speak out –
Papeehaa Choonch Kataaya Doon,
Uppar Daalun Non,
Piva Mera Main Piva Ki,
Tu Piva Kahe So Kaun.
The lover is mine and I am for the lover….but who are you to speak out the word lover in between. If you will speak out this word again I will definitely cut down your beak and sprinkle salt over it.
How much jealousy she has in her heart for the bird which speaks out the word lover. The lover belongs just to her and to nobody else in this entire universe. No one else has this authority in this entire universe to call him as its lover. And if the lover gets attached with someone else, then nothing is left for her in life.
Sakal Shringaar Bhaar Jyun Laage,
Mana Bhave Kachhu Naahi,
Kaasun Baat Karun Kin Khaatir,
Jidayo Naahi Mahi,
All this beauty, these looks, these ornaments all appear as a burden to me now. Whom should I talk with now, who will console me? This incident is something which I can’t even share with anyone else because love dies the moment it comes upon the lips. Love is something which remains concealed within the heart, it is a consciousness. I can talk to that photograph for hours just because you reside within me – it appears as if you are there within me, I make up the bed for you, I get ready for you, I eagerly wait for you like a newly wed woman and it appears to me as if you will come at any moment, I can even sometime feel that you are approaching close to me and the very next moment it all gets wasted. It appears as if I am continuously getting bitten by this snake of loneliness.
Kanak aabhaas Baat Sab Pheeke,
Bin Piya Ke Parsang.
Mahaa VIpat Bihar Laad Binu,
Laadli Virah Bhujang.
I am eager to attain you in life and I will definitely get you in my life, I know that the path is ver y difficult….and the stor y of love is unexplainable. I won’t be able to explain it and what will I explain you?
– Untold story of love.
– Which can’t be narrated.
– Which can’t be explained.
No matter how much you speak about it, it will never be too much. This is the only thing which flourishes like fire; I don’t care about all this and I will definitely attain you in my life.
Garevaan Chaak Bhi Hoga
Phungaa Tak Baat Aa Pahunchi,
Vahan Tak Ja Hi Pahunchengi
Jo Yahan Tak Baat Aa Pahunchi.
Mita Kar Apni Hasti
Tujhko Aakhir Pa Hi Lunga Main,
Jalenge Baton Par Bhi
Aashiyaan Tak Baat Aa Pahunchi.
Banaya Tha Akhir Jalane Ko Ashiyaan Apna,
Chaman Ne Shukra Hai
Bakretapaan Tak Baat Aa Pahunchi.
Sharike Kaarvaan Hoon Main
Gubare Karvaan Hokar,
Mere Mitane Ki Mere Karvan Tak
Baat Aa Pahunchi.
Mujhe Jo Muskrakar Apne Haantho
Jaam Baksha Tha,
Inaayat Thi Magar Ab Daastaan Tak
Baat Aa Pahunchi.
Chaman Vale Utho Aarai Se
Mahfil Ka Vakt Aaya,
Khijaan Se Ab Baharen Dekhin Yahan Tak
Baat Aa Pahunchi.
Khijayedaar Ho Tajabeej
Ab Mere Liye Shaayad,
Jo Kah Baithaa Hoon Vo Peere
Mubaan Tak Baat Aa Pahunchi.
Now this news has spread all around and I am happy about it because no one else will now dare to trouble me. I have lived all this long just to attain you and to love you. Now this body is just filled with pain, loneliness and a strong fire to attain you in life.
Virahin Diyare Ran-Din Bin Dekhe Deedar,
Yaha Kaayaa Jalti Rahe Jaagyaa Virah Apaar.
Now I don’t know whom shall I trust –
Kaanto Par Aitabaar Kiya Hai Kabhi-Kabhi,
Phoolon Ko Sharmshaar Kiya Hai Kabhi-Kabhi.
Paimaana-E-Bahaar Kiya Hai Kabhi-Kabhi,
Jalvon Ko Aasgaar Kiya Hai Kabhi-Kabhi.
Raham Aa Gaya To In Pe Mere Japte Ishq Ko,
Aankho Ko Ishqvaar Kiya Hai Kabhi-Kabhi.
Rasmo Rivaaj Ishq Ka Kaayal Kahin Magar,
Daaman Ko Taar-Taar Kiya Hai Kabhi-Kabhi.
Go Bekhabar Nahi Hoon Hakeekat Se Khaar Ki,
Phoolon Pe Aitabaar Kiya Hai Kabhi-Kabhi.
Jo Devata Bhi Pa Na Sake Maine Vo Kadam Chumen Hain,
Unse Bhi Maine Pyaar Kiya Hai Kabhi-Kabhi.
Sar Aasmaan Par Tere Jhukaaye Rahaa Magar,
Inko Supurdgaar Kiya Hai Kabhi-Kabhi.
Main Hoon To Koi Dusra Kaise Hua Kahin,
Mujhko Hi Tune Sumaar Kiya Hai Kahin-Kahin.
I have even trusted thorns in my life, I have even trusted my enemies, I did all this to find the goal of my life, to find a way in my life. Now I have made up my mind that there is no other goal of my life than to attain you.
Mere To Girdhar Gopal Dusro Na Koi,
Ja Ke Sir Mor Mukut, Mero Pati Soi.
Chord Dehi Kul Ki Kaani Ka Kariye Koi,
Ansuvan Jal Sinchi Sinchi Prem Bel Boi,
Ab To Bel Phail Gai, Aanand Phal Hoi.
Meera explicitly said, “I have left behind the social status of my family, no matter what may happen now. One day I will certainly get defamed in my life, then why to wait for tomorrow and waste time? And the plant of love which I have grown in my heart, which I have irrigated with my tears has flourished now and as this plant has flourished loneliness will increase in my life.
Ansuvan Jal Sinchi Sinchi Prem Bel Boi,
Ab To Bel Phail Gai, Aanand Phal Hoi.
Now there is just joy in my life, because I am awaiting for someone. Now what can I do? I don’t want that my emotions should come out of my eyes. I don’t want my emotions to be read by others.
Hirdaya Mahi Prem Jo, Nayanana Jhalke Aaya,
Virah Vidha Kaasun Kahun, Kaun Milave Dhaaya.
What can I do? The spark of love can definitely be seen through my eyes….and people come to know about it…they start talking about it. Let them think what all they want. I have chosen this path in my life and I will travel on this path and I will attain him because there is no other man in this world apart from my lover.
Namardon Ka Kya Karun,
Mard Gaye Mohe Tyaaga,
Main To Kunwari Hi Rahi,
Tujh Bin Kai Nishni Jaag.
I have remained unmarried in my life….I have found only impotent persons in my life…and it is like remaining unmarried if you are with an impotent person. I need a potent person….I want to meet you so that I can forget everything.
Continued in next edition…
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